i can't stop thinking, i can't stop thinking
how disgusting of me
the sad music won't stop flooding my veins
everyday, everyday
it's so inevitable, i intend not to avoid it





even looking at your name,
it hurts.

the fact that it hurts
reminds me that i still love you
that the love for you isn't completely gone
that i've been lying to myself,
saying " i'm over you, i don't like you anymore "





but that's all a lie.
i love you. it's still in my veins.