mid December. look how far we've come. the most major examination of our life is now officially over. finally, after a month of horror and stress day and night with no pauses at all to even catch a breath. now, everyone goes off for a good holiday, be it in Malaysia or out. (most of them would choose out of Malaysia though) Christmas is about to arrive, too. ah, the season of giving gifts and love. can't you just smell all the love in the air? maybe not quite the same as Valentine's, but you get what i mean. the love is spread around, everywhere you are able find love! now that i think of it, most of my friends are involved in love issues, no matter they know it or not. some are loved, some are loving, some are just desperately searching for love.
me?
well i'm not going to be involved in any of those lovey dovey thing. 'cause it's a total waste of my maturing youth(and holidays). i would rather wait for the right time for a right guy (or at least, a right-er guy) to step into my life and we both fall madly in love with each other like adults, not like kids.
i find high school romance a total no-no. even though most of it is inevitable until i have been in several my own, but things never worked out for me. i just couldn't seem to find the right guy yet(yes, i'll face it, i'm just not the girl high school boys would go for, but that isn't the point here). high school romance is all just a game. you confess to the 'girl of your dreams', she gets together with you, 3 months(or more, if you're lucky) later she tells you that you're not meant to be together and she breaks up with you. you grief for a month or so and get better, you move on with your life and meet another girl and claim that she has to be it, she has to be the 'girl of your dreams'(pffft yeah right) and you proceed to take a move.
the process repeats itself until you DO find the girl/guy of your dreams. or not.
i mean, so what if you get together with the girl of your dreams? you're 17. or YOUNGER. then what? you get married? have kids? get a job? life's too short for all that to happen so fast.
my advice?
let things be. let things flow. love will come if it's meant to come. it will find you, and probably make your suffer inside-out until you scream every night in your apartment, then make you feel a thousand times better again as if flowers are blooming in your bathroom but actually it's just the air freshener.
God gives you answers in three ways:
me?
well i'm not going to be involved in any of those lovey dovey thing. 'cause it's a total waste of my maturing youth(and holidays). i would rather wait for the right time for a right guy (or at least, a right-er guy) to step into my life and we both fall madly in love with each other like adults, not like kids.
i find high school romance a total no-no. even though most of it is inevitable until i have been in several my own, but things never worked out for me. i just couldn't seem to find the right guy yet(yes, i'll face it, i'm just not the girl high school boys would go for, but that isn't the point here). high school romance is all just a game. you confess to the 'girl of your dreams', she gets together with you, 3 months(or more, if you're lucky) later she tells you that you're not meant to be together and she breaks up with you. you grief for a month or so and get better, you move on with your life and meet another girl and claim that she has to be it, she has to be the 'girl of your dreams'(pffft yeah right) and you proceed to take a move.
the process repeats itself until you DO find the girl/guy of your dreams. or not.
i mean, so what if you get together with the girl of your dreams? you're 17. or YOUNGER. then what? you get married? have kids? get a job? life's too short for all that to happen so fast.
my advice?
let things be. let things flow. love will come if it's meant to come. it will find you, and probably make your suffer inside-out until you scream every night in your apartment, then make you feel a thousand times better again as if flowers are blooming in your bathroom but actually it's just the air freshener.
God gives you answers in three ways:
- He says yes and gives you what you want,
- He says no and gives you something better,
- or He says wait and gives you the best.
by the way, that kind of love is not the only kind of love that exists in the world. what about friendship, family, and more? yeah, those are categorized as love too, mind you. you have been blessed with so much love you've practically gotten used to it. don't. always remember that love is special. loving someone completely is not an easy task. so appreciate them as much as you can while you wait for the person you will marry and live with for the rest of your life. you are also allowed to appreciate them after marriage.
just writing in a more appropriate tone compared to my usual lahs and whatnot. (:
